when fireworks explode at 12 midnight tonight it'd officially be 2008. and when u think about it there's really nth much to celebrate all the cheers and greetings and wishes of HAPPY 2008!! there's really nth very happy about 2008 x.x pessimistic yes but it is a fact of life tht 2008 is gna pretty much suck.
missingY O U
☆Saturday, December 29, 2007
back from thailand. actually i was since wed but i was too lazy to update but yes, thailand was quite fun lah. a lot of shopping except the fact tht i was sick thruout had fever for the first 2 days then after tht had damn damn damn pain throat ulcers for the rest until now still have ): i rather have fever thn thraot ulcers at least for fever there's this very miracullous thingy called paracetemol tht suppresses ur fever but for throat ulcers u just have to wait for ur antibodies to work hard and theres no relief x.x ahhh wells.
trying to watch as many dramas as i can before school reopens which is bloody soon x.x even though i hvn finished hmwk since well, my ideal new year resolution is not to watch ANY dramas next yr i'll probably die. but ok lah, i'll finish dou niu and they kiss again so my resolution is not to start on any new dramas xDDD at least not till As end. x( but its essential lah with my shitty results and foundation and plus with cca x((( and goodness knows wht else i'll be involved in but i have to continue fangirling no matter what ok i'll DIE without it. D.I.E its a source of motivation. the trip in 2009 is my biggest motivation for next yr to fly past (: HAIZ. thinking of next year makes me sickkkk seriously.
and hor, not being petty here lah BUT fangirling is NOT equals to boy crazy its a totally different thing its not as if i want all of them to be my boyfriend and i want their msn and numbers or sth (although i would die for it) and seriously, its as simple as idolism. its definitely NOT boy crazy i mean there are probably millions of people around the world whole calls themselves mrs yamashita tomohisa its just a channel for the millions of fangirls around the world to take their mind off the disgusting schoolwork and pressure and cruelty of the world. part of idols jobs is to be idoled at (if there even such a word) so i definitely am NOT boy crazy and i just hate it when ppl say tht of me. yes. sorry a bit angsty but really really really hate tht to be said of me.
and listening to ultra music power makes me happy (: esp chinen's voice. and i like listening to ai nante for tegoshi's voice. his voice has a soul calming effect (: i like being away from reality.
missingY O U
☆Thursday, December 20, 2007
my favourite actor currently is.... YAMADA TAKAYUKI!!!(山田孝之) on top of my all time favourite yamapi of course.. xDDD haha i think its because of the drama 世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ/Sekai no Chuushin de, Ai wo Sakebu/Crying out Love, in the Centre of the World i think somehow or rather ppl will have gotten in touch with the plot bah cos it was from a book, tht got made into a film in 2003 (which i vaguely rmb watching in devina's hse b4) then they made it into a drama flick in 2004 starring yamada takayuki and ayase haruka and then there was also a korean remake My Girl and I(which i watched b4 too) then i think still got musical adaptation. and the drama serial itself won many awards so i decided to watch it, knowing fully well it would be sad, since i watched both the jap and k movie adaptation of the same story xDDDD but in my opinion i think My Girl and I was probably the worst adaptation bah x.x i hvn watched the musical so i dunno abt tht but out of the 3 tht i have this is wht i feel lah.. just.. not so nice. i think the cinematography not so good too and the characters not developed as well
but yes, back to the drama lol, as you all might already have expected, i cried my eyeballs out. and like some bloody tap. but the parts when they were tgt were very sweet (: and i think yamada is really a very good actor. i think its really qt hard to act this type of show out. i guess the guy who played the older version of him was not bad too. but yamada still pwns (: i'm just so moved by his acting! and how his character is such a simple minded guy and the smallest details can satisfy him. and every time he cries, BAM, my tap opens. gosh. damn sad. but its definitely worth watching the ending eps were SO sad i couldnt even bear watching i just like scanned through but even looking at the subs and the images i'm crying T___T but overall, its really a great drama. the storyline itself is great, the acting is great, the plot and character development is wonderful, the directing is also brilliant... ahhhhh an excellent drama overall :DDDDD i highly recommend all of you to watch!! it also makes u think abt life, living it properly, kinship, friendships, relationships etc but of course, prepare tissue. and prepare to have ur eyes ache for the next day (if you complete it in one single day, like me xDD)
then after this drama of his i started searching for other of his works and i just completed H2 Kimi to Itahibi today actually i saw this drama on crunchyroll a long time ago but i never felt like watching it, probably cos the word H2 there makes me nauseous and reminds me of school x.x but yes, its a more light hearted drama and is really funny at some points! just what i needed after such a saddening drama. its about baseball so the scenes with baseball are really cool (: hahah its a nice drama, but i probably wouldnt have watched it if not for yamada but some scenes really make me melt (: :D:D:D
and now i'm considering whether to watch Byakuyakou a not its another drama tht reunited the cast and crew of Sekai no Chuushin de, Ai wo Sakebu which means it has yamada! xDDDD but its a superrrrrr dark flick ok. its adapated from another best seller and everyone who watched it thot tht the plot was wonderful but its really damn dark. like 2 little children murdering their parents for each other and yamada dies in the end x.x i think i shall scan thru a few eps first bah
i'm leaving for thailand in 2 days! hmwk's screwedd like hell but ahh who cares xD on to preview Byakuyakou! jyaa neh, minna-san ~
(p.s. yamada takayuki shares the same surname as yamada ryosuke <33333333 KYAAA! qingaide, wna consider liking this person? xDDD)
missingY O U
☆Wednesday, December 19, 2007
wenwen is the cutest brother anyone could have <33 he called my father then he went "papa, happy birthday! i call you to tell you happy birthday!" then he pauses. then "must remember to help me buy the transformer ok!!" xDDDDD then my father asked wenwen wht jiejie doing? he was like" she watching tv from her computer" then i was like shouting NO!! i doing hmwk! from my room then he said "oh! sorry sorry! jiejie doing hmwk lah. joking only."
so cuuute right :DDDDD
missingY O U
i couldnt help but post this. cos PI-CHAN LOOKS FREAKKING GOOD HERE !
OMG i swear he looks better by the day :3 i cant wait wait for the kurosagi movie in 2008 !!! KYAAA! xDDD
stayed till four thirty this morning to watch dou niu plus they kiss again. (: douniu was nicee! <333 mike x hebe is such a lovely pairing! and i loved it when he shielded her from the beatings! the fireworks of love are exploding ! i am so looking forward to ep 6 (:
they kiss again was damn funny ! hahaha ariel is such a great actress lah(: iswak was 2 years ago so it has been 2 years seen ariel was not the dumb dumb xiangqin but she gets into the role so well! haha and i could just MELT everytime zhishu becomes so sweet to her. goodness! he's like AHHHHH (: he loves and cares for her so much even though he appears so cold! ahhh zhishuuuuu! <333 ep 2 next week once i return form thailand (:
when i was on crunchyroll just now, i was browsing thru the recently added videos and i saw kurosagi the movie trailer goodness i just screamed out loud in my room ok! xDDD yamapi looks so freaking good ! and hot! :3 and he acts so well (: i hope there's more yamaki in the movie (: cnt wait cnt wait ! xDDD
and after tuition yest, i catched the last bit of star awards + the qing gong yan thingy i'm so glad i watched the qing gong yan cos kim jeong hoon was there ! and he sang so well (: but i think its qt sad for him to alwys sing goong songs and not his own songs x.x and i feel qt sad for him to be stuck in star awards. i wonder wht made him decide to come? xDDD it's like, surrounded by a group a ppl who cnt really understand ur beauty and ur music? hahahaah and liyi speaks fluent korean! i nvr knew she was tht pro to be able to converse so well! and wht's more, she's yufeng's cousin! wow wht a small world. if only yamapi could be my long lost relative or sth. (tho i would have no idea how he became jap and i became a singaporean) xDDDDD
and i've been watching really twisted shows recently. first was first love, a jap movie set in the 60s about a group of rebellious teens trying to bring down authority and got involved in robbing of 300 million yen. it was qt cool i guess, certain parts. the robbery and stuff, since it was a real incident and the money has never been found to date x.x but almost everyone died a sad death so yea, pretty dark towards the end.
and from the creator of the blog's blog, i found this show called taiyou no kisetsu (seasons of the sun) and she said it was kinda similar to tatta hitotsu no koi which is, btw, in my opinion, one of the sweetest shows hahaha and she said taiyou was much much better and oh. my. goodness. how twisted. reminds me a little of a million stars falling from the sky though it was nice to see takki soften up for the girl (: but still, tatta is so much better (: i loved it for its simplicity and how it can make me cry because of pure happiness and how its like a pure sweet love (: kind of like koizora just tht tatta has a happy ending (: the rhythm of the show may be a bit slow at times, but i think it's good in the sense tht it lets us.. i dunno, absorb the simple happiness? ahhaha (:
shall now go find more sweet school romance shows to watch. friends, if u got any must intro me k! since there is only like, 1/4 of the holidays left x.x (i'm sry for reminding ): )
missingY O U
☆Friday, December 14, 2007
to a certain ELLEHQUE,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ! :DDDDDD
you're finally 17! unbelievable xDDDD just wanna thank you for all the crazy times tgt (as RAPunzel, pretending to run for the mrt train in class -.-, walking round the neighbourhood, quoting harry potter, discussing iswak, gossiping about certain someones xDDD etc etc etc !) my life would have been so much boring-er without you! xDDDDDD see you soon k! LOVE YOU LOADS <3333
rah. star gazing today was qt a flop x.x we didnt get to see any "you liang pin zhong". xDDDDDD but at least i managed to complete my share of hmwk today (: and me and bex planning for a possible japan trip in year 2009 (wow so far awayyy) made the two little young girls so high and excited xDDDDD i think our plan is one sugoi plan! can work ((: wait for us nippon ! :3
and i just read the blog of the creator of my blog template mans she's one funny blogger. the way she spams some ppl and dramas are highly amusing. xDDDD esp the jiro wang one. hahahahah you all can find her link in the credits section of the side bar (: she has really nice headers and graphics too (:
and everyone should go watch koizora (: its a greaaat movie. the plot is a bit stereotypical but the whole way the film is made is so exquisite. and the simple background and soundtrack and the small little details. its really sweet and pure (: though i have to warn you, i cried my eyeballs out for this movie. like damn a lot lot lot. (though my tears dont really mean much, i cry easily xD) but still yea, kinda sad. can check out the trailer at crunchyroll. i highly recommend (: hohoho.
okie i'm now on to watch in korean-jap movie called hatsuyuki no koi or virgin snow but literally it means love of the first snow or sth like tht cnt really translate into english but chinese is chu xue zhi lian hope it'd be nice. it stars leejunki hahaha though i'm pretty much sure it will be nth compared to koizora. hope i'm wrong (: jyaa ne minna!
missingY O U
☆Thursday, December 13, 2007
1. 別に妬んだ...（うそ！！！xDDDD) でも... you dont have to be so flamboyant about it. 私ね、まだ悲しいよ... まあ、ちょとね～
2. going stargazing tmr ! wheeee :3 hope we'll get to see many shining dazzling stars ! xDDDD 待ってね！！！ we're cominggggg
3. 5566 is coming out with a new album ! (fake fangirlish scream) like, kyaaaaa~ i thought they died long ago! (5566 fans dont kill me k! xDDD) wow me and bex are SO like going to chase them round singapore and back to taipei. HAHA.
missingY O U
☆Wednesday, December 12, 2007
if i were to die like, in a week, (choy!) i would fly to osaka immediately to catch NEWS' winter concert in osaka on the 15th and 16th of dec.
missingY O U
☆Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i'm freaking bored. and unlike joanne, i am so NOT wanting school to reopen soon. i hope like sch holidays can just draggg but it seems like its ending soon like ppl are going ard saying merry christmas on facebook alr? like oh man do they want christmas to come so soon? it means tht its left with another week to sch reopen! tht's abd news man. bad bad bad news.
on the other hand, though i'm bored, homework hasnt been taking a very optimistic path x.x its attaining completion at a negative rate. haha i have no idea how i simply ROT my days through. take my word for it. ROT. like waking up late. then on-ing the comp then going crunchyroll, youtube and now to read manga online too hahaha fangirling (currently obsessed with chinen's extremely high voice and extremely cuuute face xD) which means i watch hey!say!jump's new pv ultra music power at least once a day! xDDD when i cant seem to find good shows to watch, i go back to rewatching tantei, KUROSAGI <3 and good luck!! hahaha then take lunch then i'll play with wenwen and then coax him to sleep which means i end up sleeping too so tht's anthr few hrs gone and then take dinner and back to the comp and did i mention, my homework is just in front of me on the table! haha but it doesnt seem to make me guilty and wanna do it. ahhaha ah wells.
was talking with bex on msn on sunday (how rare, since she rarely comes online now) and we got all excited abt going to japan aft As nxt year xDDDDD like we researched on cheap airlines to go there even though the cheapest is still 1130 i think, incl all the taxes. and its on some weird china airline or china southern airlines or dunno lah but i guess we're students on low low budget which means i'll probably need at least a 2k if i wna got there if we add in the hotel fees, transport fees(which are freaking ex there), food fees etc etc. 2k might not even be enough x.x dear dear. but we sort of felt tht we wont really need any extra costs since we'll probably only be stalking outside schools xDDDDDD hohoho
oh dear and i just spent a good 25 mins rotting here. hahahah tht's how my holidays are wastedddd x.x
missingY O U
☆Sunday, December 09, 2007
1.why can't things stay the same? i dont think things to change x.x everything's just different already ): haiz.
2.i hate the whiff of failure, helplessness, 不知所措-ness gahhhh.
3. i'm better off fangirling. x.x
oh no i think i like to live in a deluded world where only me, my dramas and my fantasies exist oh well. maybe i'm disillusioned. like yingying. hurr hurr i do not like they way things are happening around me ): ok i hate being in this emo state i'm gna like break down soon.
call for sos at 1800- crunchyroll.
missingY O U
☆Wednesday, December 05, 2007
bex come beg me for this screenshot of yamada !!!!!! xDDDDDDDD introducing yamada ryosuke ! who acted as ryuu in tantei gakuen q which is like damn good ! xDD this is the whole of Q class in tantei gakuen q. its like a detective show altho i've watched it like 5 months ago but its really damn nice so i decided to download it :3 and i'm rewatching it! and since i know the plot alr, i have more time to concentrate on looking at yamada xDDD
he's really really damn cute (: awh.
ahh x.x i'm like buried under qt a lot of hmwk. x( i wonder when will i ever be able to finish it and i just saw a cookie monster on my issues and ideas. i wonder who drew it. should be sharon lah, when she came my hse the other day to do hmwk with xuexiao. hahahaha i haven touched physics and chem and econs i'm qt screwed eh. and i ran out of shows to watch again so i went to rewatch kurosagi and tantei gakuen q xDDDD yamapi and yamada ! xDDDD
cnt wait for 16 dec when iswak 2 /they kiss again comes out ! <333
"From all distractions set me free, that in my studies i may be A student with this sole intent, to make my work a sacrament."
missingY O U
☆Sunday, December 02, 2007
kyaaaaaaaa~ i really really love youtube/crunchyroll and all the other online streaming sites and the kind kind kind ppl who upload the videos and the extremely nice subbers ! goodness wht would i do without you guys ! ((: お疲れさまでした！！本当にありがとう！！！
just watched shounen club premium with tegoshi as the guest ahhh my love for him just increased leaps and bounds and admiration too he can sing freakinggg well massu too! and YAMAPI too ! xDDDD the first few years of NEWS have really been a very very rocky path but from now on, continue working hard and i hope they'll have more and more fans!!! これからも、NEWSのメンバは一緒に頑張ってください！
then i watched some ep of shounen club where by some johnny jnrs and koyama was supp to figure out a way to confess to the girl they like in a particular situation. and one of the situations given was you are a cop and you've fallen in love with the criminal you're in charge of. how would you confess to her ? and this jnr, tottsu, was like "there's nth left in the world for you to steal cos you've stolen me" xDDDDDDDDDDDDD lol lol lol so cheesyyyyyy! xDDDD and all the fans screamed like hell ahhahaha :DDD and yamapi was supp to be the judge to see whose confession was the best ! and he also contributed one confession "pls handcuff me~" xDDDDDDDDDD and he said it with the intense look HAHAHAHAHHA
i feel damn high and happy now! うれしいです！ hahahahahahha and i'm now waiting for dou niu to be updated on verycd so i can download! meanwhile shall surf ard youtube again. じゃあね！
missingY O U
for the sake of my CHO KAWAII yamapi blog layout, i've decided to finally swtich back to using IE. (since i was too lazy to modify my layout to suit firefox) and i went to download IE 7.0 so tht i could have tabbed browsing but GAHHH x((( IE seems unbearably lagg to me like the interchanging btwn the tabs are like quite lag also and if you have tabs it seems like everything in general will lag like as i am typing this, my words are coming out like 1 second after i type I CNT BELIEVE THIS ! and also, on IE, things seem bigger i have no idea why oh my my i think i will just use firefox unless, tht is, i am viewing my blog :B ahhh i really love my current layout <333 (still irritated with IE) RAH.
missingY O U
new template ! ♥ with yamapi ! <3333333 kyaa this is one pretty template yea? :3 but i'm too lazy to modify it to firefox so it looks totally weird on firefox pls view using I.E. yea? arigatou ~
missingY O U
☆Saturday, December 01, 2007
went taka with bex yest ! to go check out kino xDDD but we were two hungry souls so we decided to give up the many JE ppl and jrock(T__T) ppl waiting for us up there for the time being and pig out at the basement instead AND IT WAS A GOOD CHOICE WASNT IT QINGAIDEE! hahahah cos we got to see (coughs coughs) ppl from the jap school in their uniform and everything loitering at the basement too me and qingaidee were sitting at the bench munching on our mondayaki when like 2 jap boys walked past xDDDDDDDD and we were like oooh ohhhh ooohh HAHAHA and had this sudden urge to throw our noodles to one side and like chase xDD but we continued eating and aft tht we got icecream and decided to walk ard to see if we could, ahh, spot them and we were freaking luckyyyyy cos a whole bunch were like walking in our direction we were like ahhhh aaaaah ahhaha then we walked down tht stretch and (ahems) u-turned HAHAHAHAHA oh myy we sound damn dumb xDD but AHHHH its not everyday you see jap guys like walking to and fro right? ahhahahahah after (coughs somemore) some erm WALKING AROUND, we decided to go kino (which was qt a wrong choice x.x cos we lost them ) BUT DAIJYOBU ! cos i saw winkup with NEWS on the cover (hearts appear in my eyes and all over mee) HAHAHA then went to browse it ahhhhhh was so happy i felt like crying <33333 i so wanna kidnap all of them HOW HOW HOWWWW and soemmore i went to rewatch the concert dvd again AHHHHHHHH they are sooo cuuuteeee goodness!!! (dreamy look) then hung ard kino looking at manga aft tht and random stuff then we went to do homework ! we are such good girls (: then qingaide drew sth tht made me feel tht her eyes are probably full of stamps and envelopes and goodness know wht T___T (the cat still haunts me seriously. on my way home i saw a cat and i almost wanted to scream with exasperation) HAHAHAHAHAH then we walked ard somemore. and we decided to act healthy and walk to dhoby ghaut ! hahahah was a really really really enriching and fun day yest! 楽しいかった！ hahahahahhahaha
missingY O U
☆ わたし
♥ QIUYU/QIUBX (:
♥ JAPAN
♥ ARASHI <3<3
♥ NEWS <3<3
♥ THE INTERNET
bex come beg me for this screenshot of yamada !!!!!!
this is the whole of Q class in tantei gakuen q.